Epic Fail = =

Lately due to my hormonal imbalance, I start to find guys are very veggies...aka I don't find them that interesting. I can totally live my life without a guy or even sex...all I need is a soulmate (I know I will find one in 4 years and 8 months ;) )

Anyhows, in order to reboost my hormones back to normal, I went to sharpen a fork......for the first time in August I talked to him. = =

I think it was totally an epic fail, he was studying for his exam today and also he's going to USA soon...then we had this random convo about I'm half mando (which I fking lied to him) and half canto....(okay let me rephrase this, I didn't lie...well my dad was half mando and half canto) . okay fuck that, I am Chinese okay. Then later on we talked about partying and he asked if I party alot...again I kinda lied and said yah... I do...(okay I didn't lie...like seriously anney and jess , we did PARTY alot bk in MKV right LMAO).....

so I absolutely hate the feeling of fake talking and not-trying-to-be-myself actions...honestly I held back many times to not to swear or say random stuff to him which I always say to my friends...Maybe he's another random guy with glasses (wtf, yah i know that's my type = =)

I think I am "bending" the fork right now too...............yay go lesbian life XD

-KX