FML

fuck...I have to start reviewing my Accounting Books(Financial Accounting and Mangerial Accounting)....FML..

I also have to take Greyhound on Sept 1st to go bk to UW in the morning..aka I have to go down to DT before 7:15 am...FML...

I need to pack up for my rez....FML = =

I have to go bk to school soon..FML....4 months of vacation is tooooooo effing short

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH FUCK MY LIFE!

-KX

Date with my wifey

In the weather of 17 degree Celsius and 80% chance of having a thunderstorm @ night..QC and I revisited Harbour Front again for TW festival after 2 years...the last time we went there was 2 years ago's summer..when MayDay were there and I remembered I spotted Masa and we followed him to take pix with us...

2 years ago ...Mayday


Our obsession over Shin...awww isnt he like an angel?!


So anyways that was like 2 years ago...and this year we have grown up, no more random stalking except trying to enjoy our date...@ such a horrible weather...


so cold, walkin on Queens Quay, then there u go..CN tower= = acutally I see CN tower from my house too...so er w/e

Then went to Second Cup with..Anney and some others...okay QC and I were sitting infront of the dock and so more camwhoring pix..



Then passing by the centre, we saw this mold thing and then some camwhoring in the washroom cuz we love the lightings there LOL


Then we got free photo shoot from Sony booth..man their high mega pixel cameras r sooo good and yah the printing machines r awesome too...so definitely don't use those cam for self take..cuz ur sooo gonna see ur pores and blackheads clearly LOL
here~ a photo with me and QC~awww



okay this is what we ate for dinner, my crispy chicken rice (鹽酥雞飯, QC's 3 cups rice (三杯雞飯）and stinky tofu..delicious tw food


Then after dinner we went into the concert...okay the concert is effing dry...totally don't wanan post any pix ...like first it's some Hsu Nami brand from New Jersey..honestly hard metal band with Er wu (二胡) fusion don't match..the guy in there who was playing Er Wu seem so self high..the white guy guitarist always shake his head like mad.....dot dot dot...it was one hour of dry boring HARD ROCK BAND music.....then some other unknown band from TW... = = the gurl = skinny,guys r so ERGh..finally some famous guy..Van Fan 范逸臣...okay here r just mixture of concert pix and self takes..too lazy to add subtitles...
= that's van fan in the middle...my gay phone = =


Lastly ending with a CN tower night view pic at around11...time to catch subway ..b4 it closes = =

Au Revoir ~

Matchmaker...WTF?

WTF....WTF?!?!

Who does match making these days...?

I am totally speechless after my mom told me that her co-worker wanted to match mate me and her son...who is also in UW studying Engineering ( I think he's in 4th year = = ).......

LIKE WTF...that woman suggested, my mom didn't respond to her "yum cha" match making appointment....and this is what I heard:

So that woman complimented my mom being young and has really good fair looking skin, so she kinda thinks that my mom's daughter..(aka me) will also look as good...(which sadly, I look like my dad..cough cough) ...so yah when that woman asked my mom to matchmate me and her son..my mom didn't respond. Because usually it is upto girl's parents to decide whether to let the girl to see that guy..(which I think i will not attend lor = =, like wtf man?!)

That guy is in 4th year...and never had gf before....and hes in engineering.....and he goes to UW....and he is a TA in engineering....

Please what can you think of?! a nerdy guy..yess...


wow = =I am still shocked that matchmaker still exist these days...EW sorry I will turn lez = =

-KX

Dum dum dee da dum~

Life is pretty dry these days...

after dropping off my sisters to summer camp, i took the subway to fairview mall to shop ...(cuz apparently no one wanted to shop with me..cough cough QC = =)...that's pretty dry isn't it

so I spent an hour in XXI...i was about to get this dress...wow...then i saw so many ppl..(aka high school girls) were getting them too..so i gv up... = = I didnt really like it that much..plus it was exp

then I spent 40+ dollars @ La Senza and Jacob on XXXs = =omfg.........(like wtf!?)

Afterward, I got home to try on my purple cosmetic lens...they r fine i guess..but my eyes r pretty dry now = =Ew i dunt wanan get cornea infection...........:S

Here is a picture of my left eye

It doesnt show that much eh..and it took me forever to put them on, cuz my eyes r small ( i know..iknow its sad..)

me with those circle lenses, alice said they r pretty unsafe..maybe i shudnt put them on that often...
I think my skin is ...getting better........= = but dark circles..er

k done~~~

-KX

She worries too much...

She...

I am referring to my mother...

Yes, indeed she worries too much.

I just wanted to change my style...so I bought this solution for my colour contacts today, and she started to worrying random thing....= = geez mom, I just wanna change my style, I m not focusing more on make up and less on studying = = and plus im not spending random money on junks..I know how to economize...Im in business okay...

Plus, I am 20 already, I need a new style. People always mistaken me under 18...o geez, always ask for my ID whenever i wanna buy a lottery ticket...

Also, ur daughter is not going for skanky and slutty look okay...i just wanna look better....or more mature....or yeh, cuz i need to change a bit for being a 20 years old..

sighs.......she worries too much = =.........and which it makes me worried too......I hate getting my mom worrying at random thing...when there isnt anything to worry about..., cuz she will grow more white hair T T..
*hate to be old *

-KX

I start to hate my gay neighours...

Damn them = =

Skinny ugly girl with good looking bf...

Yes...I am complaining about my neighbours....

Well I went to bed at around 12...cuz I was too tired from reading...and I could not sleep b/c I woke up at 1 ish today...Then when I was about to fall asleep, suddently I heard a big unexpected roar from the wall behind me...aka from my gay neighbours....= =

Seriously, wtf r they doing...r they having sex right now..or playing wii or partying !? they are so effing gay (yes I can still hear them... bitches! = = )

So I hate cold neighbours, once I saw them at the elevator...I said hi and they didnt even say hi back, especially that bitch, well I think her good looking bf did nod or something = = w/e

okay just like that gay beer ad...Torontonians are soooooooo cold and rude.

Okay by 2pm or 3pm if I still hear gay sounds from them...I am so gonna knock on their door...= = I hate people disturbing my sleep...modafucker = =

-KX

Why am I so Broke T T?

I was just searching for dresses on Forever21...and there is this dress that I really want...because it's so cute T T..but it's so exp T T omgosh...


I need this for semi-formal on accounting orientation day...

sighs~ anyone wanna buy me this dress lmao! jking la...i think i shud start saving for it...

hate to be poor T　T

Epic Fail = =

Lately due to my hormonal imbalance, I start to find guys are very veggies...aka I don't find them that interesting. I can totally live my life without a guy or even sex...all I need is a soulmate (I know I will find one in 4 years and 8 months ;) )

Anyhows, in order to reboost my hormones back to normal, I went to sharpen a fork......for the first time in August I talked to him. = =

I think it was totally an epic fail, he was studying for his exam today and also he's going to USA soon...then we had this random convo about I'm half mando (which I fking lied to him) and half canto....(okay let me rephrase this, I didn't lie...well my dad was half mando and half canto) . okay fuck that, I am Chinese okay. Then later on we talked about partying and he asked if I party alot...again I kinda lied and said yah... I do...(okay I didn't lie...like seriously anney and jess , we did PARTY alot bk in MKV right LMAO).....

so I absolutely hate the feeling of fake talking and not-trying-to-be-myself actions...honestly I held back many times to not to swear or say random stuff to him which I always say to my friends...Maybe he's another random guy with glasses (wtf, yah i know that's my type = =)

I think I am "bending" the fork right now too...............yay go lesbian life XD

-KX

My analysis of my blogspot girlfriends...

Okay...I think I should do some random analysis of all my girlfriends on blogspot..lmao only 4 of u gurls...to talk about ur single life..LOL

Msg me if it's wrong...lmao, I'm just bored

Q: she is plain thirsty ...but not yet hungry..if she finds something good...she might give away something she treasures...if not, she will just be lez with me(in 5 years) and live happily ever after..maybe we can just have love with ducks or random guys(but our 3 minute love at first sight...sighs)..but no sex...Love=/=Sex (as you mentioned in ur blog)

A: Shes heartbroken from her last experience or i should say experienceS...altho she claims she doesnt want anything...but if its the right timing and the right person, she might do what she did before...instead this time, shes gonna be smart to be the one who's controlling, instead of the guy controlling her ( well I hope...A = =)

J: I'm speechless of her current state...p-l-a-y is dangerous okay? why hurting urself and the unfortunate guys too, when u don't even know what you want right now... please don't regret whatever you're doing. I just don't want you to get hurt and we all hv to brainwash ur "play" experience...please find someone that you truly LOVE.

AY: you're really...otaku and I think you're gonna be a strong independent woman in the future....I agree with you the overall fear of having to give birth to something that is at least 7cm in diameter (the head only!)...I think I will not do it as well...doing it is just plain nasty........man. Maybe we can go to sperm bank or ask one of ur best guy friend's sperm if we want to have kids. C-section is always the option to give birth...lmao ;)

LOL okay I'm just bored...don't kill me if i say something stupid about u guys :D

-KX

More update on my cramp

just got yelled at...for lying on the bed....

okay I don't wanna move..I just wanna lie on my bed....

period cramp.........hurts like hell

= = And I'm supposed to clean up my room......

okay I hear another yell from my dad = =....

wish me luck T T

- KX

The thing about being a woman..........

You gotta able to take the pain........

pain from period cramp
pain from giving birth
pain from your ex dumping you
pain from rejection...

and pain from heartbroken.....


And who says women are weaklings?!

Women rule!

Haha I'm such a feminist...........


Ok, the reason for this blog is that...period cramp is killing moi right now..> >, the beauty of having the ability to give birth is somewhat painful.........!@#$%^&

-KX

Nothing's Gonna Change my Love for You

"Nothing Gonna Change my Love for You" is a song by this Hawaiian singer Glen Medeiro. And this year Haiwai-borned Khalil Fong re-sang this song and put it in his album. I just watched the Khalil's MV...It's pretty cute and for the first time in August...I feel like I am in L-O-V-E.

Here is the mv : Nothing's gonna change my love for you

So that's how to the story goes:
It's the uni graduation day, Kahlil has been liking that girl for N years (the girl was from that Secret movie). So , he was writting this song's lyrics to plan to give it to her. So when they were taking the grad photo, Khalil purposedly swap place with someone so he could be beside that girl. Finally in the prom, he imagined he asked her out to dance...but instead he was tooooo chicken. At the end of hte party, he sat beside her and gv her the love letter. The girl gve him the headphone to listen to what song she has been listening to...And the song was

"Nothing Gonna Change My Love for You"

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so yah.......just something to share with all you loners~~~so you guys can all feel the l-o-v-e, instead of trying to p-l-a-y guys :D lmao (just a reminder jeh XD)

- KX

What I see on TTC...(wow it rhymes)

Well I think I shouldn't be writing this while Im at work..but w/e I am leaving this place on Friday. So Muha, bitch! Hm..other than the moody old ladies, some pretty chilled nice co-workers and random free food at that place, the only thing I am gonna miss is TTC....(o ya, I am also gonna miss all those LADIES at my place too T T)

yup .....TTC is probably the "best" transportation ever. The cost to ride on TTC is $2.50(thats fuckin expensive okay), in the meantime you can get only ONE transfer on bus or UNLIMITED transfers at subway station. Along with that, sometimes you might encounter snobby mean bus/train drivers and obnoxious no -mannered passengers...

So let me give you a list of "fun stuffs" I did on TTC for the past 8 weeks.
1) I think I was working out the whole time...cuz I barely get a seat on the bus for the 1 hour route time ( losing fat bitch!)
2) There was this morning that I saw 3 fucking buses passed by infront of me...and I was running like hell and waving to the drivers to stop.....they fucking didn't = = FML
3) Sometimes I gave seats to the seniors and they thanked me :) (that sounds possitive)
4) Sometimes I saw gay cheap people took the seats infront of the seniors ( what a bitch..)
5) I saw a "bin tai low" once on TTC ...thank goodness I was at least 3 m away from him...
6) I hate how babies crying and blah on TTC......and the mothers don't even do anything about it
7) Once I saw this guy for whole week in the morning...and I accidentally bumped into him on the bus...so after that I think he's pretty cute..I think he's Korean...and I think he's a highschool kid.... = =
8) Then yesterday, I saw him again on the Finch/Islington intersection....He was there too..and you know the bus was full and it was raining like dog shyts..so we gotta squeezed into the bus..and again..I was beside him...until he stopped at somewhere at Jayzel and Finch...
9) okay I think that boy is around 17.......or less...o shyt..thats so pedo > > I think he kinda recognizes me....cuz we spent 5 hours riding on TTC (beat that QC...that 5 hours is gayer than urs)
10) Finally.....I felt like..shytting once on TTC...lmao


Hm the whole point of this blog is.......I just wanna complain that I need a fucking car......and my G2 T T

-KX

Unpretentious

I think I am pms-ing right now...but I really gotta say this...I just hate how some people are trying to be decent, following people's orders and care what others think about them.

I mean wtf, we are still young. I don't want to regret when I am dying in bed someday, moaning and thinking..."Man I should have done that...man I should have said it"...........please everybody, we live once..and that's it...u don't know whats gonna happen next in ur life.

For example, I might had been electrocuted today...cuz i was outside during the thunderstorm...

= = who knows wha'ts gonna happen next......why care so much right now...when most of the time life doesnt go in the same way you want it to.

Honestly...we all going to die one day....either die of old age or in an accident......at least ur life is worthawhile ...that's all it matters.

!@#$$^&^%$# i hate the fakeness = =

- KX

Didaskaleinophobia = =

Didaskaleinophobia: fear of attending school...

Ew I think I have that right now...

One month left before going back to UW ...and today I just logged on to uni's website to do my damn online assignment...it's due this friday..!@##$%%%@!#$%

fml .......I totally don't wanna touch it..like common...I finished reading the material and I was about to click on the damn quiz...then it says " You must finish reading all the materials and get 100% in order to receive credit for your grade book"....dot dot dot...WTF?! 100% in every exercise...over 85% in ever fucking assignment...omg...I hate you PD 1!!!!!!

So what's PD? PD stands for "Professional Developement " and only co-op students in UW have to do this crap = =...you have to pay for it in your tuition...its not a damn course..but it counts as credit...if you did good..it wont show on ur GPA ..if you failed it will show and u will hv to do it again....= = ..like wtf?!?! Then there are questions of how to do resume, how to talk in interviews..then blah blah....man i think i should go back on tonight to finish it = =


ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh FML = =

- KX

My Sudden Craving for FAT stuff....

Man...Omgosh, no wonder I am so fat these days...

On Thurdsay, while I was on the bus in the morning, I saw a KFC billboard ad..and then I had a craving for KFC chicken since then!!! and gay thing was...it was in the morning...I had breakfast already la and why did I crave for it= =...

Then finally today I dragged sisters to eat KFC = =

Guess what..I ordered 4 pieces of fried chicken, fries , macaroni salad and cup of pepsi....

Since I couldnt finish all the chicken...I brought one home and I just finished it around 5:30

So OILY = =




Ew this pic has double meanings...Before I finished it...I "LOVE" it....after I finished it..I know its gonna be bad for my "HEART"

o yah I just went on to the KFC's website to see how much calories I intake today...

2 Fried Chicken Breasts = 370 cal x2 = 740 cal
2 Fried Drumsticks = 110 cal x 2 = 220 cal
1 Fries = 300 cal
1 Macaroni Salad = 180 cal
1 20 fl oz of Pepsi = 250 cal

Total : 1690 calories!!!!! for an effing lunch!!!!



oh man...FML = = no wonder Im so fat these days !@#$%%^^&**##@@!

- KX

I hate to kau you... = =

Kau jai...is so troublesome
Kau jai...wastes so much of your time and money
Kau jai...wastes your brain cells too..

Kau jai...is fun @ the begining...and gets boring...as you start to find tat jai is so difficult to kau or...u start to find him less interesting or i shud say..."hut yun zhen"

I have been kau-ing jais for...8 years...

I hate it... T T when can i put an end to this...when can jais just come to me..instead of me hunting for them.......


T T ...LOL wow..i sound so desperate in this blog entry...

okay rmr this girls~

thirsty=/= hungry...cya

- KX